Worry-Flavored Bubble Gums
2 September 2009 Wednesday
Trust. "He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you. - Matthew 17:20". If I have faith as small as a mustard seed… But I already have so little faith! How can this be?!
I have unlimited supply of worry-flavored bubble gums. Worry in career, finances, dreams, love ones, and the future. There’s no direct order to all these thoughts, only I tend to pop-chew-and-spit one at a time, nonstop!
Temptation still creeps its way to my system. I get distracted in trusting and believing in God who is in control of all. Truly I need grace. I cannot do this alone. He will fight my battles. “The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still. - Exodus 14:14".
God always has a bigger view of things. We get disappointed on events we have no control of. It disheartens us, but rest assured God knows what’s best and He has the best plans yet.
I have such a small faith, but with this faith I will cling. Cling to my God who continues to bring hope in my life.
Story behind…
Lately I had this urge to quit my job and explore other opportunities abroad. My wants have been changing lately which lead to jump hunt from one site to another. I applied for an Employment Pass Eligibility Certificate (EPEC) for Singapore, but my application was rejected. I have also been submitting my CV and resume to a lot of companies these past few days but I haven’t had any feedback as well. I may not know exactly why I was rejected or why I don’t get notified by companies I have been applying to, but rest assured God knows…
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